Friday, April 30, 2010

"aku nangis buka berarti sedih atau cengeng, tapi karena aku marah dan kesal"

Thursday, April 29, 2010

inisiatif dong

sedikit curhatan dari seorang gadis berumur 18tahun yang sedang merasakan sebagai, heemmm babu mungkin. orang rmah kayanya bosen kali ya denger ocehan aku yang males banget. contohnya: "yaya baju seragam langsung digantung pake hanger jangan asal taro,kalo kusut kan males lagi" itu salah satu contohnya. wajar sih kalo menurut aku. soalnya, selama 2minggu trakhir eh 3minggu deh.(kecuali minggu tp ya sama ajaaaaaaaaaa) SEMUA YANG NGERJAIN KERJAAN RUMAH ITU AKU! itu yaaa FULL aku yang ngerjain. dari nyapu,ngepel,nyuci piring, nyuci baju. aku sih ga keberatan, gpp. tapiiiiiiiii masa sampe sekarang? terus aja aku yg inisiatif beres2. kalo aku ga ngomel2 mah gakan mereun ada yng beberes. da males atuh aku ngomel2 mulu. ibu rumah tangga bukan, babu bukan. iya sih anak perempuan emang harus dibiasakan ngerjain kerjaan rumah, tapi masa aku terus?! da ibu masih punya satu anak perempuan yang udah gede! bukan aku aja. masa akuuuuuuu terus yang beres2!

kmaren aja, aku kuliah setengah7, biasanya aku kuliah agak siangan jam 9lah. jadi kemaren pergi pagi2. bgitu pulang kerumah jam set2an kirain nyampe rumah bakalan sedikit rapih lah, seengganya lantai bersih disapu. ini mah ngga! atulah, masa aku terus gitu yang beres2? BOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENN pengen lah yang lain ngerjain itu semua. ato ngga bantuin lah dikit2 mah! iyaiyaaa, ibu kan kerjanya guru yang pergi kesekolahnya jam 7, bapak dosen. PASTI SIBUK YAAAA!! bantuin anaknya aja kayanya susah bener.walopun nyetrika mah ibu yang ngerjain tapi ya kesel ajaaaaa! kerjaan ica bukan beres2 aja, ica kan mesti kuliah. ga harus semua kerjaan rumah sama aku dan itu TIAP HARI si ade kerjanya ngapain? plg sekolah bukannya pulang langsung malah gatau ngapain dulu, pulang sore, mana sempet pula dia mau ngebantuin aku. aku jg bisa pbalik kuliah ga langsung balik, main dulu ato kmn. tapi pasti gada yang beres! ah atulah, bosen, cape! aku itu maunya jangan aku aja yang beberes, bagi tugas lah! da punya anak perempuan ga cuma satu!

maaf marah2 hehe emang pengen marah2 dari kemaren. :D huwaaaaaaaaahh hari ini aku ga ngerjain apa2, biarin ah ga peduli da udah dari kmaren2, bosen :) mungkin ada yang mikir "ah si ica baru sgitu aja udah marah2 gada apa2nya sm aku bla..bla..bla.." aku ga peduliii! ini yang aku rasain wleeee!

Monday, April 26, 2010

pembuatan video klip mocca-lucky me

mocca ngajak swinging friends (SF) buat ikut ngeramein pembuatan video klipnya mocca yang judulnya lucky me. aku ikutan, pengen bgt sih haha. aku ga kenal banyak sama anak2 sf, cm kenal 2 orang si mimi sm nia. berbekal nomer hp mereka aku ikutan bareng si temen aku si menni. janjian di McD Simpang, kakuuu bgt udah lama ga ketemu, terakhir 2taun yg lalu pas ultah mocca. parah ya! sok kenal hahahha. aku bawa motor, terus anak2 sf yg lain ternyata naik angkot. berhubung gatau tempatnya dimana jd aku ngikutin angkot dari belakang. angkot berenti aku jg berenti hahaha. singkat cerita sampailah di basecamp mocca yg di jalan sangkuriang cisitu.

nunggu lama nih kita. nyampe jam 1an mulai syutingnya mah (halah syuting) jam 3. diwaktu senggang itu aku kenalan sm temen2 yang lain. daripada diem cm ngobrol be2 sm si menni, mending kenalan lumayan kan dapet temen baru? hehe. aku kenalan sm anak sf dari jakarta. sampe nyasar mau ke McD simpang. muter2 dulu hihi lucu mereka. hemm karena lebih dewasa dari aku jadi manggilnya teteh. terus kenalan sm teh astri kuliah di jurusan kimia unpad. sm a lutfi anak upi jurusan b inggris. sm siapa ya itu namanya? haa lupa :D sm teh opi. banyaaaaaaaaakkk hihi. seneng banget lah jadi banyak temen :D


(ini sambil nunggu mulai syuting, tp udah didalem ada makanan lahap ajaaaa. syuting belon mulai makanan udah abis, padahal itu properti hahahaha :))

didalem pengap banget. gada jendela sama sekali. dengan isi orang2 didalem sampe 30orang. gimana ga pengap, pada rebutan oksigen gitu hahaha. dibagi 2 syutingnya,yng satu didepan moccanya kaya yg lagi nonton gt, yang kedua dibelakang mocca tempat makanan. aku dibelakang abis yang pada kenal dibelakang yaudah. eh ternyata asyikan dibelakang bisa joget2 hahaha alhasil kita muterin meja sambil nyanyi2, joget sana sini hahaha pokonya lucu deh!

selesai syuting aku langsung keluar rumah, panas bangeuuuuud soalnya. yaa sekedar menghirup udara segar hehe. abis itu aku masuk lagi buat liat terus foto2.

bareng sama menni dan teh opi :)

karena udah sore dan si menni mau nganterin koper ke syifa buat pesatren di tempat kami kuliah jadi kami pulang duluan. sebelum itu foto dulu sm seluruh kru, mocca, dan swinging friends

semuanyaaaa dari kru, mocca (sang artis) dan swinging friends :)

seneng bangeeeeeeeeeeeeettt ketemu dan bisa kenal sama semuanya. jangan kapok ya main sm aku hehe. makasih udah ngundang aku dan menni. moga ntar kita bisa main bareng lagi yaaaaaa :)

sumber foto: facebook teh opi :D

Saturday, April 24, 2010

lucky me

Lucky Me

papapa...papapa...papapa
papapa...papapap...

you are always there when i call you
thought i know that you're not feeling right
even in the dark and rainy night
you are always there to walk me home

i'm so lucky to have you
so happy to love you
don't wanna live without your love
without your smile then i know
i love you

papapa...papapa...papapa
papapa...papapap

you are always there when i call you
thought i know that you're not feeling right
even in the dark and rainy night
you are always there to walk me home

i'm so lucky to have you
so happy to love you
don't wanna live without your love
without your smile
without your sentimental
live without your love
without your cry
without your warm embraces
live without your love
without your smile
cuz i know i love you

papapa...papapa...papapa
papapa...papapapap

listen to me

Listen To Me

hey baby, listen to me carefully
come and sit berside me
i tell you everything about me
hi honey, listen to me carefully
ages just a number
and won't be any trouble at all

stay, stay with me
i will be your bestfriend i will be your guiding light
stay, stay with me
i will be your lover
i will be your everything

hi honey listen to me carefully
all the things that matter
only you can take my golden heart

stay, stay with me
i will be your bestfriend i will be your guiding light
stay, stay with me
i will be your lover
i will be your everything

promises

  Promises

Pararapaparapapa………
I promise you that I will stay true
will you promise not to change a thing
cause sometimes you shout me out of the blue
and what ever tomorrow will bring

I promise to change the things and the old thought
hold my hand and let’s save a new dawn

Pararapaparapapa………
I promise you that I will stay true
will you promise not to change a thing
cause sometimes you shout me out of the blue
and what ever tomorrow will bring
Will you promise me that you’ll always be mine
I promise you that i will always be around

Will you promise me that you’ll always be mine
I promise you that i will always be around

I promise you that I will stay true
will you promise not to change a thing
cause sometimes you shout me out of the blue
and what ever tomorrow will brings
I promise to change the things and the old thought
hold my hand and let’s save a new dawn
Will you promise me that you’ll always be mine
I promise you that i will always be around


i remember

I Remember

I remember...The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember...When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn
I remember.. The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
yes I remember


happy

Happy!

life is just a bowl of cherries
sometimes is sweet or filled with worries
don't be afraid
when things go wrong just be strong
when things seems up in the air
and everything is so unfair
and you stumble and fall
just pick yourself up and sing..
if one day you lose your way
just remember one thing my friends
when you're under a cloud
just face the music and sing
if one day you lose your way
just remember that i'm here to stay
don't you give up!
keep your chin up and be happy!
life is just a bowl of cherries
sometimes is sweet or filled with worries
don't be afraid
when things go wrong just be strong
when things seems up in the air
and everything is so unfair
and you stumble and fall
just pick yourself up and sing..
if one day you lose your way
just remember one thing my friends
when you're under a cloud
just face the music and dance
if one day you lose your way
just remember that i'm here to stay
don't you give up!
keep your chin up!
don't you give up!
keep your chin up!
keep your chin up and be happy!

friends

Friend

* If anyone can fill my world with joy and happiness
And cast away all of my loneliness
Always there beside me when I am down
And never left my face with a frown
It’s you! Yes, it is you my friend who can make it all come true
It’s you! Yes, it is true a friend in need is a friend indeed
If anyone can fill my world with joy and happiness
And cast away all of my loneliness
Always there beside me when I am down
And never left my face with a frown
Reff:
It’s you! Yes, it is you my friend who can make it all come true
It’s you! Yes, it is true a friend in need is a friend indeed
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around you light the bulb inside my head
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around I dance and sway and kiss the ground
(*, reff)
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around you light the bulb inside my head
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around I laugh and sing out strong and loud

hanya satu

Hanya Satu

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Dalam dekap seorang ibu

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk bercanda dan tertawa
Di pangkuan seorang ayah

Apabila ini
Hanya sebuah mimpi
Ku selalu berharap
dan tak pernah terbangun

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Di pangkuan ayah dan ibu

sebelum kau tidur

Sebelum Kau Tidur
pejamkan matamu
berbaring yang tenang
sunggingkan senyuman
sebelum kau tidur
ucapkan salammu
pada bulan dan bintang
mereka yang setia
menjagamu tidur
semoga nyenyak tidurmu
dihiasi mimpi indah
hiraukan hening yang mengganggu
aku kan selalu bernyanyi untukmu
semoga nyenyak tidurmu
dihiasi mimpi indah
hiraukan hening yang mengganggu
aku kan selalu bernyanyi untukmu
sebelum kau tidur
ingatlah padaku...

It’s Over Now

It’s Over Now

I know that you’re very nice
Never ever tell me lies
You’re always there to comfort me
And cheer me up when I am down
* However that is it
You’ve got you’re world and I’ve got mine
And after all that we’ve been through I must say
Reff :
Sorry honey, my heart is not for you..
Sorry baby this love is not for you
Sorry honey, my heart is not for you..
Sorry baby this love is not for you
It’s over now..
To *, Reff

Swing It Bob

Swing It Bob

* Hello Dear! What can I do for you?
Will you go and swing along tonight?
Just take a step and they’ll do the rest
Just let it flow…and you will glow
Just like the moonbeam up in the sky tonight
Never mind…troubles that may have come
Just go along with the tunes the band are playing
But let’s go and dance!
Do tango or a mambo jumbo I don’t care!
To *
Do the cha-cha-cha..
Do the Tango..
Do the Samba..
Or Perhaps play something sweet.. slow.. and nice like…a waltz?
Na’ah! I prefer to go swinging…!
Repeat *

How Wonderful Life Would Be

How Wonderful Life Would Be

Oh, dear! How wonderful life would be..
With you still in my heart
Oh, dear! How wonderful life would be..
With you still in my dreams
Only stars in the sky
Who will understand my tears?
Let the time pass me by
I am lonely as can be
Lonely raven in the sky
Who will understand my fears?
It is just you and I..
My aching despair..

this conversation

This Conversation

Hey, Boy! Did you know?
I lie awake in my dreamy bed
Thinking of you and those crazy times we’ve had
Sometimes I wonder..
Whether you’re a Jekyll or you’re a Hyde?
Sometimes you are wise and tell no lies
Reff: Oh I can’t tell..
‘cause you make me feel so loved and confused
This conversation may never happen
Hey, Girl! Did you know?
I miss you so though it may not show
Thinking of you and those crazy times we’ve had
My dear I have news to tell you
Your silly jokes did brighten me
You cheered me up when I was down..
Reff (2x) May never happen (3x)

buddy zeus

Buddy Zeus

I try to find that old blue leash
Here you are…but please don’t bark!
Running, playing in the park
Tryin’ to find your favorite spot
Go fetch that stick my furry friend
Or catch that Frisbee in the wind
I bounce the ball..You start to roll
But then you suddenly stop..
Reff:
Oh..God! you poo..But what can I do?
I hope no one sees that thing you do..
Oh..please don’t pee..You embarrass me..
I hope no one sees that thing you do..
My dear Buddy, it’s time for bath!
Don’t you dare to run away!
The suds are up, come on get up!
I’ve got a date please hurry up!
Here he comes the guy next door
And he’s the one that I adore
And then he smiles.. I start to blush
But then you suddenly stop!
Reff:…

you and me againts the world

You And Me Against The World

Baby, hold my hand
Count to ten
Break the chain
I’m gonna take you inside my space
Baby, don’t be afraid
Maybe it’s our fate
Just wait and see
I’m goin’ to shout about it
* It is you and me against the world
Don’t waste our time for tomorrow
With you by my side
I can do anything
You and me against the world
Goodbye to all of our sorrow
So let’s just put them aside
Put all the worries behind us (2x)
Repeat from *

i would never

I Would Never..

Sentimental feeling in my heart
Growing bigger stronger everyday
Every single day and every night
All of them mean more than words can say
Believe me, as I believe in you..
I would never run away from you
I would never ever lie to you
I would never run away from you
I would never ever let you down

lucky man

Lucky Man

Some people say you’re a lucky man
To win the first prize lottery
Some people say you’re a lucky man
To have a high-flying bright career
But I know they’re wrong
And I’m sure they’re wrong
Some people say you’re a lucky man
To have a lot of friends out there
Some people say you’re a lucky man
To have doors open everywhere
But I know they’re wrong
You’re a very lucky man
To know such a girl like her

friends

Friend

* If anyone can fill my world with joy and happiness
And cast away all of my loneliness
Always there beside me when I am down
And never left my face with a frown
It’s you! Yes, it is you my friend who can make it all come true
It’s you! Yes, it is true a friend in need is a friend indeed
If anyone can fill my world with joy and happiness
And cast away all of my loneliness
Always there beside me when I am down
And never left my face with a frown
Reff:
It’s you! Yes, it is you my friend who can make it all come true
It’s you! Yes, it is true a friend in need is a friend indeed
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around you light the bulb inside my head
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around I dance and sway and kiss the ground
(*, reff)
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around you light the bulb inside my head
When you’re around I wrap my self in a pearly smile
When you’re around I laugh and sing out strong and loud

my only one

My Only One

We had a fight last night
And I called him: “mad!”
Makes me feel so sad
And I’m so ashamed
He’s my only one
I give him all my love
Even though my mom says: “No!”
I just go on and on..
No one’s gonna take him away from me..
Everyday and every night
I just wanna hold him tight and make sure that everything stays right
And everyday and every night
To dream of him is my delight and know that
He’ll stay with me all the way

i think i'm in love

I Think I’m In Love

If you got an eerie feeling after hanging up the phone
Sort of happy feeling but you’re not sure what it’s called
If you’re haunted by his face whenever you’re asleep at night
And think you hear his silly voice just calling out your name
Reff:
Oh ,no! I think I’m in love with you..
Oh, no! I’m hoping you’ll want me too
So, please..don’t let me down!
Just can’t help but talk about him in every conversation
Till your friends are sick and tired of that same old crap
If you start wearing make up even when you go to bed
Crying like a baby when you hear a mellow song
Reff:..

on the night like this

On The Night Like This

On the night like this
There’re so many things I want to tell you
On the night like this
There’re so many things I want to show you
Cause when you’re around
I feel safe and warm
When you’re around
I can fall in love every day
In the case like this
There are thousand good reasons
I want you to stay..

let me go

Let Me Go
Your voice is just so tender
And you ask for sweet surrender?
I know you’re pretender
Do you mind dear, I don’t need it!

Your hypnotic compassion
Always grab my attention
Those lines of persuasion
Just give it a rest

Perhaps you know
My biggest weakness
(what are you saying?)
Is to accept your sweet politeness
(I didn’t hear you)
And obey your words of kindness
(are you complaining?)
Won’t you let me go?
(or complimenting?)

Let me go… Let me go…
(No.. No.. - No.. No..)
Are you listening?
So please just let me go…
(perhaps I will…)

Let me go… Let me go…
(or maybe no… or maybe yes…)
Are you listening?
So please just let me go…

Because you drive me insane
So please just hear what I say
I beg you honey…
Won’t you let me go?

Sure I ask for sweet surrender
‘Cause I think you are so tender
I’m a great pretender
And of course dear you sure need it

I sure know your biggest weakness
(what are you saying?)
You’ll accept my sweet politeness
(I didn’t hear you)
And obey my words of kindness
(are you complaining?)
I won’t let you go!
(or complimenting?)

I know you twist things around
On the tip of your tongue
I beg you honey…
Won’t you let me go?

the object of my affection

The Object of My Affection Life would be sweeter
If I just knew thing better
So why did I get
Slammed by the door?

Should I look for another?
Or should I choose the other..
Man! Things my turn off differently

If we can be together
I think I can be bothered
But why do I keep thinking of you?

I never wanted this so happened
But it feels like I’m in heaven or hell?
Everytime you are near

You’re the object of my affection
I’m longing for your attention
You’re the one that I’ve be clinging to

Your eyes are filled with passion
Is this just a physical reaction?
Who cares?
I think that we’re meant to be….!!!!

You’re the object of my affection
You’re the object of my affection

the object of my affection

The Object of My Affection Life would be sweeter
If I just knew thing better
So why did I get
Slammed by the door?

Should I look for another?
Or should I choose the other..
Man! Things my turn off differently

If we can be together
I think I can be bothered
But why do I keep thinking of you?

I never wanted this so happened
But it feels like I’m in heaven or hell?
Everytime you are near

You’re the object of my affection
I’m longing for your attention
You’re the one that I’ve be clinging to

Your eyes are filled with passion
Is this just a physical reaction?
Who cares?
I think that we’re meant to be….!!!!

You’re the object of my affection
You’re the object of my affection

sing

Sing
Sing, sing a song
Sing out loud, Sing out strong
Sing of good things not bad
Sing of happy not sad

Sing, sing a song
Make it simple to last your whole life long
Don't worry that it's not good enough
For anyone else to hear
Just sing, sing a song

Lalalalalalalalala
lalalalalalalala(2x)

Sing, sing a song
Let the world sing a long
Sing of the love there could be
Sing for you and for me

Sing,sing a song
Make it simple to last your whole life long
Don't worry that it's not good enough
For anyone else to hear
Just sing, sing a song

La,lalalalalalalala
lalalalalalalala(2x)

hyper ballad

Hyper-Ballad
We live on a mountain, right at the top
There's a beautiful view
From the top of the mountain
Every morning I walk towards the edge
And throw little things off
Like car parts, bottles and cutlery
Or what ever I found laying around
It becomes a habit a way to start the day
I go through all this before you wake up
So I can feel happier to be save up here with you
I go through all this before you wake up
So I can feel happier to be save up here with you

It’s early morning no one is awake
I'm back at my cliff, still throwing things off
I've listened to the sound they make
On their way down
I follow with my eyes till they crash
Imagine what my body would sounds like
Slamming against those rocks
And when it lands will my eyes
Be closed or opened

best thing

The Best Thing I've got the best thing in the world
Coz' I got you in my heart
And this screw little world
Let's hold hand together
We can share forever
Maybe someday the sky will be coloured with our love
I wake up in the morning
Feeling emptiness in my heart
This pain is just too real
I dream about you, with someone else
Please say that you love me
That we'll never be apart
You have to promise
That you will be faithful
And there will be lots and lots of love
It is the thing that really matters in this world...

seven days ago

Seven Days Ago Seven days ago you said you loved me
Was the real or just a dream?
I was so happy I could scream
My heart was jumping
Seven days ago you said you loved me
Those words just swept me off my feet
One thing for sure I did believe
Were dreams you promised
We'll always be together
And we will love each other
Always and forever
Until the end of time
Seven days ago you said you loved me
Now everything has gone to waste
One thing you've made me grow to hate
Are the lies you promised
Seven days ago you said you loved me
Then suddenly you're turning cold
With nothing here for me to hold
Cause now there's nothing

you

You
Nobody else...
No one can make my dream come true
Cause no one can compare to you
Yes, it’s you
Your love makes my wishes come true

I need to know...
I need to know that you'll be my home
I need to know that you will always be mine
The love that will guide my way

It’s you...Yes it’s you that I adore
It’s you who makes my life so colorful...

Oh, no...I think I'm in love with you
Oh, no...I think I'm in love with you
Oh, no..

do what you wanna do

Do What You Wanna Do Take it easy my friend
Grab the chance while you can
It’s time for us to move on
Let the world sing you a song

Take it easy my friend
Wipe the tears from your eyes
There's a magic in the air tonight
High in the lavender sky

You've gotta do what you wanna do
Say what you wanna say
Do what you wanna do, don't be afraid
As long as everybody's happy
And everybody's feeling ok
You've gotta do what you wanna do
Say what you wanna say now

Make it easy my friend
Cause the storm will calm down
Just be true to yourself
Everything will be alright

dear diary

Dear Diary
Dear diary
Let me tell you bout my story
I know it's rather sad
But that's the way I feel

Dear diary
I don't know if this is right or wrong?
Started thinking of leaving him
But I'm afraid it might hurt him

All I want is for everything in the right place
And everyone is happy
Is it too much ask to for?
All I want Is for everything in the right place
So everyone is happy
Is that too much to ask for?

Dear diary
Strong is not exactly the right word
Started thinking of leaving him
But I'm afraid it might hurt him

All I want is for everything in the right place
So everyone is happy
Is that too much to ask for?
All I want is for everything in the right place
So everyone is happy
Is that too much I ask for?

Dear diary
Strong is not exactly the right word
I don't know what to do now
Confusion is all over me

(I Can't Believe)You've Cheated On Me!

(I Can't Believe)You've Cheated On Me! I've got one big question for you
Did you need to make me feel blue?
If you snuck around on me
So Hasta La Vista, Baby!
So many years we've been together
I can't believe you cheated on me!
You said: "Our love is gonna forever..."
I can't believe you cheated on me
Just remember this boy!
I'm the one who walked away from you!
And remember this boy!
I am the one who'll say goodbye...!!
So many years we've been together
I can't believe you cheated on me!

So you better think twice honey
If you wanna roll the dice
You better think twice honey
And you got to be nice
You better think twice honey
If you wanna be wise
You better think twice honey
If you really want to stay with me

you dont even know me

You Don't Even Know Me
It’s a hell of ride
I know it's not easy
But it's worth a try
If you really want it
There will be no more surprise
If you don't reach for it
Cause it's worth a try
Then you will achieve it
You can't change the way I am
If there's a will
There will be a way
Excuse me, sir!
You don't even know me
Excuse me, sir!
You don't even know me
I will never give up what I believe

Excuse me, sir!
You don' even know me
Excuse me, sir!
You don' even know me
I will never give up...
I will never give in...
I will never give up what I believe

goodnight song

Goodnight Song

Lying here, singing my lullaby
Letting time pass me by
Counting stars in the sky
And don’t let the bed bugs bite
Just turn off the light
Make me feel all right
Bidding farewell and goodnight
Lying here, listening my clock tick-tick
Leads me into sweet dreams
It makes me start to think
What do our Teddy bears do?
Just turn off the light
Make me feel all right
Bidding farewell and goodnight
Outside my window
Hear sounds of the little fellow
Oh, but I don’t know
Will they sing until tomorrow?

life keep on turning

Life Keeps On Turning

We’ve come to the final story
All of it has passed behind me
With my smile and now I’m ready
For my next step again
I know I can’t drown forever
I’ve got a life that I have to deal with
I believe that life keeps on turning
And I’m here just to wait and sing
Yes, I’m here just to wait and sing..:
Loosing you is not the end of the world
But it’s true that it definitely hurts
Loosing you is not the end of the world
But it’s true that it definitely hurts
That it definitely hurts!
When I wake up in the morning
One smile wipes away my yearning
A messages has come arriving
Secret admirer strikes again
And this life keeps on turning…
Loosing you is not the end of the world
But it’s true that it definitely hurts
Loosing you is not the end of the world
But it’s true that it definitely hurts
That it definitely hurts!
And that it definitely hurts…..!

when the moonlight shine

When The Moonlight Shines

When the moonlight shines
All the stars are smiling
Now the time has come
You leave me all behind
I’m not feeling fine
I am feeling down
When the moonlight smiles
With his pearly smile
I think it’s very funny
How does life can be
Once you appear with a grin
And now you really left me
With no one to hold me
As time goes by I will drown
..and rain will fall..
I can’t understand
Why my world keeps turning?
And I can’t understand
Why the sun keeps shining?
When you left me all alone
But I do understand
That you have someone better
And I can’t understand
That you saved me for later
I can take it I will wait
All that I need now
Is for the rain to fall from the sky
To wash away my pain inside
All that I need now
Is for the rain to fall from the sky
The rain will fall
The rain will fall….

dream

Dream

In the middle of the night
A dream wakes me up
It is not very good dream
Maybe it’s my nightmare
When I started my day
It’s still stuck on my mind
And that thing ruined my day
Made my head spin around
But why….should I believe my dream will come true
And I don’t have any reason to believe
that all of my dreams will come true
My dream says that you’ll leave
Leave me here on my own
Leave me to breakdown and cry
There’s nothing left for me
Maybe I should not trust
Maybe I should not ask
Or did I push you too hard
So you leave me for good

telephone

Telephone

It is cold, in this October rain
I go to turn on TV
Sit on the couch feeling blue
Wait till the phone starts too ring
I start to think you forgot
Just as you always do
I don’t want to hear your excuse bla..bla…bla
‘cause it all makes my day turn to gray
Feeling bored, it starts to haunt me again
I start to discover some clues
Wondering what you have done
Everything went really bad
I start to feel very mad
Just as I always do
I don’t want to hear your excuse bla..bla..bla
‘cause it all makes my day turn to gray
The time passes me by
As I listen to lullaby
When the phone start to ring
I am drowning in my dream



me and my boyfriend

Me And My Boyfriend

I’ve got a boyfriend now
He’s my dearest pal
He’ll always catch me when I fall
He’s always there when I call
I’ve got a boyfriend now
He always talks so loud
Even in a crowded house
He always shows what he got
I share my dreams and all my stories
I don’t think I need my diary
If you’re teasing me, don’t you worry
I will keep you in my memories
When my boyfriend smiles
The world seems all mine
And all the days seems truly fine
Make me reach up for the sky
Me & my boyfriend now
We’re moving so slow
If you really want to know
Come on and join the show!
I share my dreams and all my stories
I don’t think I need my diary
If you’re teasing me, don’t you worry
I will keep you in my memories
When I’m blue….feel so lonely
No one sits here right beside me
I’m gonna call you just to hurry.. Come and see me
It’s so scary and I need you desperately
I share my dreams and all my stories
I don’t think I need my diary
If you’re teasing me, don’t you worry
I will keep you in my memories

what if

What If…

What if I give you my smile
Are you gonna stay for a while?
What if I put you in my dreams tonight
Are you gonna stay until it’s bright?
What if I give you my story
Are you gonna listen to me?
What if I give you my heart
Are we never gonna be apart?
Come on baby try harder
Come on baby light my fire
Come on baby be mine
‘cause you’re the one I wanted to be
What if…if I do ignore you
Will you just walk away and cry?
What if I did disappoint you
Are you gonna say goodbye?
Come on baby try harder
Come on baby light my fire
Come on baby be mine
‘cause you’re the one I wanted to be
What if I try to catch a flying snitch
Are you gonna come with me?
What if I give you my song
Are we gonna sing along?
Come on baby try harder
Come on baby light my fire
Come on baby be mine
‘cause you’re the one I wanted to be
What if you leave me right here?
I’m right here and waiting for you

twist me around


Twist Me Around

Strolling along down the road in the evening with the moon and the sky
Hey diddle-diddle the cat in the fiddle my heart jumps
over the moon
My hands are held while we’re crossing the street
It’s all I could hope for
Seeing your smile when I tickle your tummy is all I ever wish for
Sometimes you’re sweeter than a pie made of lemon
But sometimes full of secrets like Clark Kent
Twist me around…
All I need is someone who’s willing to stroke my hair
Like a soft blowing breeze..
My poor sentimental side
Twist me around…
Strolling along down the road in the evening with the moon and the sky
Hey diddle-diddle the cat in the fiddle my heart jumps
over the moon
I’ve always dreamed of being couple like Daisy and the famous Donald Duck
Harry and Sally or Bonnie and Clyde all you have to do is knock
Sometimes you’re sweeter than a pie made of lemon
But sometimes full of secrets like Clark Kent
Twist me around…
All I need is someone who’s willing to stroke my hair
Like a soft blowing breeze..
My poor sentimental side
Twist me around…
All I need is someone who’s willing to stroke my hair
Like a soft blowing breeze..
My poor sentimental side
Twist me around…


secret admirer

Secret Admirer

Oh, secret admirer…
When you’re around the autumn feels like summer
How come you’re always messing up the weather
Just like you do to me..
My Silly admirer
How come you never send me bouquet of flowers?
It’s whole lot better than disturbing my slumber
If you keep knocking at my door
Last night in my sleep
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
Oh how you’re always bouncing
Oh you look so annoying..(please!)
Dear handsome admirer
I always think that you’re a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say: “HELLO!”
And everytime you look at me
I wish you vanish and dissapear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! you look so annoying….(not again!)
My secret admirer
I never thought my heart could be so yearning
Please tell me now why try to ignore me
‘cause I do miss you so
My silly admirer (‘cause I do miss you so..)
My handsome admirer (‘cause I do miss you so..)
Dear secret admirer…
‘cause I do miss you so…

Friday, April 23, 2010

alasan perokok untuk merokok

Alasan Para Perokok untuk Merokok

Suatu hari di tempat praktek ada seorang pasien berkata, “Dok, saya mencari obat untuk berhenti merokok. Saya sudah kecanduan banget. Ngga bisa berhenti nih…” Hmm… andai saja ada pabrik obat yang menjual “Obat berhenti merokok” dan orang benar-benar bisa berhenti merokok karenanya…
Merokok merupakan masalah klasik yang sudah lama menghiasi kehidupan manusia. Meski rata-rata perokok sudah mengetahui bahwa rokok dapat menyebabkan penyakit jantung, impotensi, kanker dan lain-lain -seperti yang tertulis pada setiap akhir iklan rokok (walaupun hanya sesaat), namun kenyataannya orang masih saja merokok. Ironisnya, akibat yang ditimbulkan bukan hanya bagi mereka yang menghisapnya, perokok pasif juga harus menanggung beban ini. Ada banyak alasan yang digunakan perokok ketika disarankan untuk berhenti. Dan alasan-alasan tersebut kini menjadi mitos yang harus dipatahkan! Nah, berikut adalah alasan-alasannya:
Alasan 1: Dengan merokok saya terlihat macho/sexy
Tepatnya… pabrik rokok mengharapkan anda berpikir seperti itu. Mungkin awalnya memang iya, tapi tunggu saja… Merokok dapat menimbulkan kulit keriput dan gigi kuning. Merokok juga berkontribusi pada osteoporosis atau pengeroposan tulang. Kalau sudah begitu, tubuh tidak lagi tegap. Dan yang lebih penting, merokok dapat menyebabkan impotensi. Apa itu yang namanya macho/sexy?
Alasan 2: Berhenti merokok bisa membuat saya gemuk
Bertambanya berat badan banyak dialami orang yang mencoba berhenti merokok. Hal ini terjadi karena kebiasaan menghisap rokok kini berganti dengan makan. Namun dengan merencanakan diit gizi yang sehat dan meningkatkan aktivitas akan membantu kita memecahkan masalah ini. Bahkan, dengan olahraga, tidak hanya masalah berat badan saja yang dapat diatasi, namun stamina dan kapasitas paru yang hilang ketika merokok juga dapat dikembalikan.
Alasan 3: Saya akan berhenti ketika saya hamil
Mungkin akan lebih sulit untuk hamil bila anda merokok karena merokok adalah penyebab mayor dari infertilitas. Wanita yang merokok memiliki resiko keguguran dan komplikasi selama kehamilan yang meningkat.
Alasan 4: Merokok tidak melukai orang lain selain diri sendiri
Salah! Bila merokok di sekitar orang lain, anda telah menyakit mereka terutama yang memiliki asma, penyakit jantung, alergi atau anak-anak. Perokok pasif juga mempunyai resiko yang meningkat seperti pada perokok aktif.
Alasan 5: Saya masih muda, saya akan berhenti merokok beberapa tahun lagi
Hampir semua perokok aktif mulai merokok ketika masih muda. Dan kebanyakan dari mereka berharap dapat berhenti beberapa tahun kemudian. Namun kebanyakan masih merokok setelah lima tahun ke depan.
Alasan 6: Hanya satu rokok sehari kok
Merokok tidaklah aman sekalipun hanya 1 rokok dalam sehari. Setiap rokok mengandung sekitar 1 sampai 2 miligram nikotin yang dapat mencapai otak setelah 10 detik dihirup. Segera setelah tiupan pertama adrenalin akan sibuk meningkatkan tekanan darah, denyut jantung dan nafas anda.
Alasan 7: Rokok saya “light”, jadi ya ga masalah
Munurut Centers for Disease Control and Prevention Amerika Serikat, rokok “light” memiliki kandungan yang sama dengan rokok pada umumnya, termasuk lead, ammonia, benzene, DDT, gas butane, carbon monoxide, arsenic dan polonium 210.
Alasan 8: Kanker Payudara adalah kanker pembunuh nomor 1 pada wanita
Tet tot! Yang benar adalah kanker paru. Meningkatnya angka kematian akibat kanker paru berhubungan langsung dengan meningkatnya rate dari merokok. Merokok juga merupakan resiko mayor pada penyakit jantung, si pembunuh nomor satu.
Alasan 9: Merokok dapat memperbaiki mood
Beberapa orang percaya rokok dapat menambah semangat, namun itu dapat menurunkan moodmu. Jika anda sedang down atau depresi, rokok dapat menempatkan anda pada resiko yang lebih tinggi untuk depresi, hiperaktivitas, dan attention deficit disorder. Seperti pada penelitian terbaru disebutkan, remaja yang merokok memiliki resiko 4 kali yang lebih besar untuk mengalami depresi dari remaja yang tidak merokok.
Alasan 10: Mengunyah tembakau adalah aman karena tidak melalui inhalasi
Bukan hanya kanker paru yang dapat membunuh. Mereka yang mengunyah tembakau memiliki resiko untuk kanker pada rongga mulut, yang dapat mengenai lidah, bibir dan gusi. Seperti pada merokok, lebih cepat berhenti lebih besar kesempatan anda untuk meloloskan diri dari penyakit-penyakit tersebut.

sumber: http://intinusantara.wordpress.com/2008/09/12/alasan-para-perokok-untuk-merokok/

asal mula twitter

hat we have to do is deliver to people the best and freshest most relevant information possible. We think of Twitter as it’s not a social network, but it’s an information network. It tells people what they care about as it is happening in the world.
-Evan Williams-
Dalam dunia internet ekarang kelihatannya adalah masa keemasan dari situs-situs jejaring sosial. Fenomena Facebook yang sangat digemari (terutama di Indonesia) menjadikan sebagai suatu fenomena teknologi, social dan bisnis yang menarik. Selain Facebook, adalah Twitter yang juga mengalami kenaikan pamor diantara para pengguna internet.
Twitter sebetulnya lebih tepat jika disebut sebagai situs micro-blogging dari pada situs pertemanan/jejaring sosial. Melalui Twitter orang dapat saling berbagi pesan ataupun informasi dalam bentuk 140 karakter. Karena hanya memiliki 140 karakter terkadang Twitter suka disebut sebagai “sms internet”.
Simple tapi powerful, mungkin itu kesan yang bisa terlihat dari Twitter. Bagi para pengguna yang tidak memiliki waktu banyak atau tidak ingin wara-wiri surfing dalam situs pertemanan, Twitter menyediakan cara berinteraksi yang simple tapi efisien.

Coretan Konsep Layanan Twitter Oleh Jack Dorsey
Twitter masuk ke dalam 50 situs yang paling sering dikunjungi . Didirikan pertama kali oleh Jack Dorsey, dari perusahaan podcasting Odeo. Idenya sebetulnya cukup sederhana, mengkombinasikan SMS dengan situs jejaring sosial. Inspirasi dasar Twitter muncul dari SMS group messaging service TXTMob.

Jack Dorsey

Evan Williams
Awalnya layanan ini diberi nama “twttr”, terinspirasi dari nama situs sharing foto Flickr. Dan layanan ini awalnya juga hanya terbatas digunakan dalam internal perusahaan Odeo saja.
Juli 2006 layanan ini mulai diluncurkan untuk public dengan nama “Twitter”. Nama layanan situs tersebut diperkuat dengan logo burung dan arti nama “Twitter” sendiri yang artinya ; kicau burung. Saat peluncuran pertama kali Twitter sudah memiliki brand, nama serta identitas yang jelas, padahal pendirinya belum tahu akan seperti apa model bisnis layanan ini.
Oktober 2006, Jack Dorsey menggandeng Biz Stone, Evan Williams membentuk Obvious Corp untuk membeli asset Odeo serta Twitter. Selanjutnya Odeo dan Twitter menjadi perusahaan yang terpisah. Untuk sumber dana dari Twitter sendiri didukung oleh perusahaan modal ventura (yang umum sering mendanai perusahaan start up yang potensial) seperti ; Benchmark Capital, Institusional Venture Partners, Union Square Ventures. Proses pendanaan Twitter ini menjunjukkan bahwa dalam bisnis teknologi internet seringkali suatu model bisnis awal memerlukan “suntikan dana” yang kuat. Karena belum tahu kapan model bisnis ini akan mulai menghasilkan. Sehingga perencanaan keuangan yang kuat mutlak diperlukan agar bisa survive dan menghasilkan cashflow positif.
Tipping point (meminjam judul buku Malcolm Gladwell) dari Twitter muncul pada saat festival music dan film South by SouthWest Festival di Austin Texas 2007. Pihak Twitter dengan cerdik memasang dua layar televisi raksasa untuk menayangkan secara live, pesan-pesan Twitter. Akirnya Twitter mendapat pemberitaan yang positif setelah event tersebut dan angka Tweet melonjak dari 20.000 menjadi 60.000. Dan sampai tahun 2009 jumlah pengguna Twitter terus tumbuh sampai 1382%/ bulan, fantastik. Pelajaran untuk hal ini, bagi para pelaku bisnis, terutama bisnis start-up harus cerdas memanfaatkan momentum untuk mendapatkan pemberitaan positif mengenai produknya, istilah kerennya “tipping point”. Bukan suatu hal yang tidak mungkin setelah ‘tipping point” akan terjadi pertumbuhan yang eksponensial.
Twitter terus berkembang menjadi situs micro-blogging dan menjadi media alternatif yang menarik ditengah hiruk pikuknya situs-situs jejaring sosial, dijaman Internet Web 2.0. Twitter tahun 2009 menambahkan kolom pencari (search bar), popular topics yang kemudian menjadi trending topics. Inovasi ini telah menempatkan Twitter menjadi salah satu mesin pencari (search engine) yang khas dan unik. Mencari sesuatu berdasarkan topik-topik yang menjadi tema tweet para “Tweeps”.
Suatu bentuk pencarian yang real-time dan lebih human mind-oriented. Twitter juga menambahkan fitur “Twitter List” yang memungkinkan kita mengikuti dan membalas daftar authors, bukan hanya sekadar mem-follow autor individu.
Inovasi-inovasi Twitter tersebut berbuah manis, pada awal tahun 2010, Google dan Microsoft membayar puluhan juta dollar untuk memasukkan hasil pencarian Twitter kedalam hasil pencarian search engine Google dan Bing (milik Microsoft).
Ini adalah bukti Twitter mulai memiliki model bisnis yang potensial. Pesan moralnya adalah jangan pernah berpuas diri, pahami potensi kebutuhan pelanggan anda, lakukan perbaikan dan terobosan teru menerus. “Understand your costumers and revolve continuously , good is the enemy of the Great”.
Google sebagai pemain besar teknologi internet telah melaunching Google Buzz, sebagai bentuk media sosial Google. Buzz ini terintegrasi dengan layanan Google Mail. Dan Buzz ini bisa jadi sebagai pesaing terbesar Twitter.
Mampukah Twitter bertahan ?
Tapi yang jelas Twitter selama ini mampu memberikan layanan teknologi media sosial yang mampu menarik banyak pengguna, mulai dari individu sampai korporasi besar. Twitter mampu berperan sebagai media sosial alternatif yang menciptakan gaung tersendiri di era Web 2.0.

sumber: http://www.feedberry.com/2010/03/04/asal-mula-twitter-situs-micro-blogging-terkenal/

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

menabung

menabung. kebiasaan aku tiap pengen dateng ke satu acara, tiap pengen aku dapetin sesuatu (barang misalnya). tapi bisa dibilang juga ga kebiasaan cuman yaaa seringlah melakukan hal ini hehe :D. aku ga nabung di bank, tapi aku nabung di tempat yg tradisional aja laaahh Celengan hahaha :)). celengan yg awalnya bagus belom di sobek buat nyongkel uang hihi. knp aku ga nabung di bank?heeemm sebenernya belom mungkin ya. abis aku kalo nabung cm dari sisa uang jajan. 2000, 1000, kalo lagi banyak yaaa 5000. tapi belom kalo ada tukang jajan yang lwat dpn rumah. yaaa jadinya jajan deh hehe :D (wajarkan?)

seperti saat ini. aku nabung buat dateng ke satu acara di bandung. yaa mungkin buat sebagian orang harga tiket 45.000 gampang gitu yaa tinggal ngeluarin ato minta ke orangtua. tapi, aku heemmm bisa dibilang ga tega atau malu minta duit sebanyak itu. aku ngerasa aku udah gede (kuliahan!)meskipun masih tingkat pertama. tapi yaaa gabisa di tutupin sejak kuliah semester 2 ini aku malu minta uang (selain bekel sehari2 :D) buat nonton ke acara yang aku pgn bgt. kalo bekel beda soal yaaa itu kan ga cm buat aku tp jg buat keluarga aku, kalo ntn kan cm aku yg dpt kesenangannya heheh :D. makanya aku dibiasain nabung. kaya ade aku. diem2 aku salut sm dia. entah dia kopet (pelit dlm bahasa sunda) ato emang bisa menghemat. dalam 2bln dy bisa ngumpulin uang kira2 200.000! padahal dia bekel sehari cm 10.000 . aku sendiri ya salut sm dia bisa ngumpulin duit segitu, aku mah belom tentu.kebiasaan nabung juga dipakai oleh sahabat aku si menni. kita biasa nabung buat beli hal yg kecil sekali pun.

menyisihkan uang jajan bisa dibilang sulit. kita lagi nabung, eh baru inget ada utang pulsa ke temen. ngambil dulu uang tabungan. dirumah gada siapa2 ade minta jajan, duit tabungan di pake. malah gangguan dari diri sendiri pun dateng. pengen jajan baso, coklat, cuanki dan apapun bentuk godaan setan hahaha :))

ayo biasakan menabung. kaya lagunya geovani yang jaman dulu. "bang bing bung yoook kita nabung, tang ting tung hy jgn dihitung tau2 kita nanti dapat untung" heheh. tapi susah ya nahan godaan buat ga ngitung duit tabungannya hihi.